MatthewJacob

tex this is for you, and only you. I think it is kinda fucked up, but then again why does my opinion matter.

oh and this is a quote. you figure out who said what.

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2:37 AM
due I am not drunk
due ?
silly
I had to get david to drive me home, I was scared out of my mind
ya ya
something was up with yalls check, or what not
um yeah I know
we didn't pay it
well tex had to pay it
so that is kinda fucked up..
aw man
I thought we would get away with it
I'll pay him back then
well Rachel your waitress
I was hoping you would all leave before they figured it out
is one of my really good friends.
i know
well
2:40 AM
it was david's idea
so what
i'll pay tex back
that is fucked up to tell the truth .
I didn't want him to get stuck with that
dude, I never do that shit
oh really, what about tonight ?
I am just saying.
I was like, I haven't paid yet, and david said, well, why don't we just leave
so we did
and took allie home
I am not going to get into why I think that that is wrong or what not
mmhmm
well
I don't think it's wrong , and I didn't think that would happen anyway
I didn't want tex to have to pay for that shit, or I would have
whatever
and I don't care is rachel is one of YOUR good friends
i guess all i am saying is 1. if you like to hang out at a place why fuck them over. 2. if you like to hang out with people, why fuck them over ?
or not
do you like going to that place ?


I just said I didn't mean for tex to pay, and I'm going to give him the money
asap
i mean yeah
i do, but like I didn't do it against any ONE in particullar
if you like going to a place, why fuck over the people who work there ? you , know that they have to pay for it no matter what the customers do right ?
I did it, because it is a place, a business, and I don't mind if I walk out on a bill at a PLACE of business
um, yeah man, I AM a waitress
ya but the people who work there are responsible
2:45 AM
and plenty of people do that shit
um I know
just because she's your friend, that doesn't mean anything
everyone is someone's friend
and everyone gets fucked over
and personally, I don't really care what you think
and I appreciate it if you don't preach to me, thanks
and of all places I guess i think it is fucked up, all of the people who work there are artists, and all of them dont make much money, and they try to help fusilitate artists by showing work from people, and connecting people to each other. Benigines chillies, ya I understand, but at a place that is helping people like yourself, I guess that is what I think is fucked.
I dont think that you should care what I think .
well I guess you can comfort yourself by knowing what goes around comes around, right?
I am just saying as someone who wants the arts to be supported in dallas, that is one of the only places that is trying to do that, and YOU as an artist fuck them over.
that is all i guess.
i don't think they are facilitating artists
i mean maybe about 1/millionth as much as some places
i wouldn't consider it a place that is helping the dallas art scene, that's for sure
really ?
and because all art is, is superficial, elitist bullshit
yeah
were do most of dallas art students go for drinks ?
what does that have to do with anything
8 other smu art majors were there tonight ?
it's not like this is a place of intelligent conversation and response
were do they go after shows ?
do they show only dallas artists ?
2:50 AM
does ever single person who works at the bar have a BFA ?
its not worth arguing over.
well that's for sure
too bad you brought it up
and I am the last person to preach, I am just saying what I think, no one says that you should agree or disagree with me.
its only an opinion.
well ps, this is the FIRST time I have ever left on a bill, and I think all the other shit I've done for the past 22 years makes up for one little tiny thing I might have done, which, by the way, I really hate to be reminded of, and given this little guilt trip by you of all people
who I'm sure has never done anyhting wrong in their life
I never said that.
I do alot of things wrong.
but I guess when I do things wrong I try not to place the blame on other people I know.
or there friends.
well, thanks for bringing it to my attention that the meridian room is the place that supports arts in dallas
um, I'm not placing blame on anyone
I am not saying that it is the only place .
I admit, I walked out
I didn't pay
what do you want me to say?
I'm gonna pay tex back
ya so allies friend, tex has to pay.
dude
I TOLD YOU, we didn't mean for that to happen
if I have known that I wouldn't have done it
well what do you expect to happen ?
and i guess part of it that is gay, is that david came to tex and said that he owed the money
i also said that earlier
2:55 AM
um, yeah that is fucked up
but that is not me
that's david
which you have nothing to do with.
for sure.
I am not saying that you do, I guess for me its the fact of the place or what not.
the place I thik has nothing to do with it
not that they are the only place that is helping art, but they are doing more then alot of places in dallas, and the fact that the Rachel and I are friends, and she knows that everyone at that table knows me, and comes to me when yall dont pay.... and is like "what the fuck is up with your friends"
so rest your conscience tonight to know you did the "right" thing and made me feel like a "bad girl" or whatever
na not really.
I am not the type of person who walks out on a tab, - I do alot of fucked up things - but I guess that is more of a pet peeve for me
well neither am i
so ooops, I did Once, ever
nor the type of person who feels like I should "tell someone off" or put someone in there place,
and I wouldn't have minded
i am just sharing my opinion
but like I said, david told us to just leave
and allie was sick, adn there were extraneous circumstances
3:00 AM
so just tell your firend that those girls were not your friends, and you didn't choose to hang out with them tonight
well I know that allie drank to much, what is new ? that is not an excuse, the thing with david is totally different, because personally I think he has more to do with it then others, but that is another story.]
and then you can rest assured you're not held to blame
well I don't know why you even had to sya anyhitng
it's not like I didn't know I walked out
and david DIDN"T tell us that tex had to pay
well in real life saying that you do not know someone is something different, and do I want another friend to get fucked over for work that they didt ? no. If you were the wateriest and someone did the same thing to you, what would you want your friends to do ?
um, that SHIT happens all the fucking tim eto me
and there is NOTHING I can do about it
so get over it, and think I'm a stupid fucking loser, and get over yourself
i think that it is differnt when you know the group of people.
i guess
but I don't know rachel
so if you knew the people, you could not do anything about it ?
um, no
you can't make anyone do anyhting
ok what ever.
you can just get mad
or you can just get over it
i guess we just see things differnty.
pretty much your options
pay tex back.
i guess the only thing different is that you're frinds with the waitress this time
and that's it
and tex, and allie,
um, ok
i know them too
I guess I should have just told rachel to take davids art instead.
and I told you about 10 times now from the VERY beginning that I would pay tex back
yeah man, why not?
3:05 AM
well i guess becouse david payed for his drinks.
whatever
fuck off
don't fucking blame me
and get off your high horse
I think you werre better with that theory about NOT telling people their place
because you pretty much suck at it
it has NOTHING absolutely NOTHING to do with you
absolutely
so I'll deal with my actiuons
and you can just forget about it
and I can't believe you would talk to me like this, like I'm a 4 year old
good night
Stephanie has gone offline.

is one right or wrong ? what ev.

matthewjacob.